went yishun aunt house.

helped her do her hp and com.till 11 plus then went off with little sis..took cab back home from amk.. nothing much today...

now i then know that actually this past few month u never been happy at all.maybe all the laughter and smile is jus so fake.jus acting infront me.

after the talk tat night.found that how actually im in ur eyes. and i knew the reason of WHY we not together. today im so sad after uu said that.what is there to be happy.

being to hate myself more and more each day.feels that im back to the past.back to the past of how i hate myself. im such a loser. and i know there wont be anyone that will accept my past. wont be anyone that will accept for who im. i wont be happy again!!!! back to my black world. a world thats got nothing. jus a space of blackness.a place for all my unhappiness stuff,for my tears. or maybe like what u put. maybe its a wrong to be together?

♥ simply jovin ♥