WEEKENDS!!! its so bored...
at home doing nothing...felt so empty out of a sudden..been thinking back alots of sweet memories i had before.but all is already a history. i shouldn be thinking at all.. but just cant stop thinking back.theres no one to talk to rite now.only can post in my blog all my feelings. friends really left me. sometimes wonder.why should i be so good to some people yet i know they are just using me. izzit i already no fren tats y just treat it as nothing? really happy that my classmates is so nice to me. meet out every friday .really glad tis two fren were there for me.. really enjoyed myself when im out with them.let me wont think of my unhappiness for that moment. soon we all are going to graduate.hope i stil can meet them out. now i really can understand what le tian been saying.loneliness and empty.thats what im rite now. though keep asking him dun be sad etc. good at telling ppl.but as for me.im the same as well.. jus wanna slowly disappear from their life.let them forget who im. really hope i could be happy like before.but i dunno when will be the time.
sigh.my leg still hurt..hope it could recover fast.

♥ simply jovin ♥

another wonderful Friday..
went out with my nst buddies again...today went east coast for cycle...meet them at amk around 10am..and took bus 135..haha....so sorry babe...give the wrong direction ..end up waste alot of time in the bus...=) had a great time..but something happened in the middle...out of the sudden i jus fell from the bike....so shocked...painful sia...toe and knee cap kana... wash up and went for coconut drink b4 return the bike...after east coast...went town with hema...so sad tat haida cant join us..as she gt something held up..bt never mind..we can go next Friday again..wahah.... on the way to town got this guy so funny....came up the bus with a pair of plastic chopsticks...lol...make us laugh sia...den went he want press the bell..he used the chopsticks to press sia..so retared...=p....went lucky plaza again for lunch..yummy yummy.... headed home after that.. mummy help me wash my wounds and bandage for me....sadded..made me think back of last yr...when i fell as well...and koon was the one who do all these....=[ sigh..painful painful...but overall...i enjoyed myself alot...my both shoulder now so red..like buring sia..omg....







more photo in my facebook...

♥ simply jovin ♥

another day had pass... not really in a good mood either..been thinking alot of things and stuff....feel so useless too... cant do well in studies...cant do well in work..really dunno wad i want in my life too.... dunno wad to do ..sigh.... seeing koon like so happy with his gf..so envy... think shouldn disturb him liao.... think back..am i really a bad gf? sometimes see frens around me look so happy as got so many fren around..but me...not really...friends gone all gone...left school mates... tat day faster come...so i can faster look for a job...so in need of money rite now....=[
why i didnt hold him tight that time? really regrets...should feel happy..but im feel so sad...argh!!! really hope to be happy like before...when will it be???

♥ simply jovin ♥

wad a tired day...should be home by 3pm...but saw my parents when i was waiting for lift..so went out with them....shag...drive somemore..pressure by my dad...argh!!!! stupid.... jus home awhile... dunno who keep call the prepaid looking for me.... and david wan to sign internet 3g line... dun wish to help at all..dun wan to commit anymore things in those plan things..dunno wad will happen too.... decides to put a full stop to my relationship life... and move on myself... trying to be strong like ever.... the 2 person i love already left me..no point to continue anymore relationship..just stop everything here ba... sometimes just envy other ppl for so happy together with their another half..but as for me...nothing that last.... sigh.. gonna rest awhile and prepare for tml class test...life never been so wonderful without both of them... thanks for giving me those happy moment..hope uu two will stay happier then me...

♥ simply jovin ♥

been quite sometimes didnt update my blog le...so much things happened..not to mention it...new year new start..should be a happy year,but im not happy at all...few more weeks im going to graduate liao....hope i could find a good job and settle whatever i need to settle. going to be strong and walk down the road all by myself... JIAYOUJIAYOU!!! shall update very soon...

♥ simply jovin ♥