what a wednesday for me.

dont like it at all.

dunno why always like tis.one day can be so happy next day unhappy again

not a nice lantern festival tis yr.bro and gf went oversea.cousins love busy.sians.

cant get to see my baby either. super upset with my baby today.

miss his ftt.yet dun wanna tell me what the reason.sometimes i so pissed. what also dun wanna tell me.end up what i also dunno.today he so weird.keep tel me what last time last time.sense that there going to be someth bad happening soon. sigh. UPSET!!!!!!

today keep headache.stupid.end up i become liar again.HAI!! tml have to wake up go down ah ma house.cos got renovation goin on.hope to see my baby asap tml .haha. going to secretly buy tian qi fen for him.ask him buy for so many days yet he ignore.going to bite him.think tml goin house opp and get it for him. thats all for the day ba.awaiting for oct to arrive.^^

♥ simply jovin ♥

today the most happy day for me..hehe...

my 1st jb trip with baby. happy to the max.

baby pick me up at my place here and park his bike at central there and we took train to kranji. hehe.. 1st thing we reach there is to go eat the curry fish head.ji yummy lor...hehe... then went city square walk walk.then decided to watch movie.haha..watch piranha at 3pm.hehe...damn er xin lor..gross..haha.after movie wanna go take neo print de.but its kind of ex then in here..so walk around then dunno wad to do so went watch another movie at 550.a thai movie.not so nice .but overall still arlight. ^^ after that went eat our dinner and headed home after that. abit unhappy.cos i wanna buy the case but baby always say not nice de words. sigh.and i nv change money.so nvm. dun wan everyth use baby money. 1st time baby took off the ring for so long.damn damn sad=[ but nvm.... baby send me home after that.. ^^ havin headache now.going to rest soon.*yawn*

♥ simply jovin ♥

a bad sunday for me.

happily mode go meet baby.end up both black face.

sometimes i really dont know what u want from me.

in ur phone my name is just yan jun. and u control me so much.

i just accept it. i dunno who am i really to u. im starting to tired of all these quarrel. why cant we just be happy just for once. why everyday we have to quarrel over the same old thing. i already decided what i should do . just u wait and see. so upset today. always asking myself.how much do i really know about u.how much do i know if u are really serious with me. having alot of doubts. friends givin me advice but i just choose u. i choose tis path.and i wont regret. i know there wont be a day that i will have any status. didnt asked much anymore.dun even dare to ask too. im totally imperfect. im not ur the gal that u want.dun understand why u will be with me. i dont have the looks nor figure. im just a problematic person. havin a very terrible past which u cant accept at all. WHY? i really no idea.am i being too silly? history going to repeat again? simply hate myself so much. if u never be with me . u wont be so upset and tired now. u will be very happy. my appear make ur life change so much. everything seems so wrong. maybe i should hide from everyone so i wont hurt anyone again. especially the one i love. shall disappear soon. pardon me if i do so. hate to hurt the one i love so much. regrets alot. if tis time really dont works well.seriously im going to put a big full stop.

♥ simply jovin ♥

didnt blog for weeks again.

so lazy lor...got so much things happened recently..

work for so long 1st time being sacked.omg.thanks to that big boobs auntie.argh!! bites.

in future work mus careful of this type of ppl.will cause ppl to death de. =[

things never work out well for me and baby.. sigh. i really dont know what i should do. sometimes explain more mistakes more.sigh.now baby ignore me. sians.that goes my sat. sister all ignore me also.say im liar..haii.... BORED!!! shouldn wake up at all.maybe i sleep wake up maybe tml liao. =[

♥ simply jovin ♥