today is the day that a story begin 4 month ago.

though its a complicated story.

but jun really treasure jie alot.

but things dont go smooth for us.

shouldn have ask him to go read my blog. end up he found my old blog. a blog i used when i started blogging since year 05. and after he read.he sound weird.and this is what he told me.

原来我一直都在以为，都在认为，原来我什么 都不是。

its so upset to hear this coming out from his mouth. and i didnt even think that he is nothing after all. i dunno why he wanna compare with my exs. i treat him as someone important and he tell me he is nothing after all. dont know what to do.today he wake up and he didnt even drop me a morning msg. and he talk to me in a cold tone. feel like crying . did i do something wrong again? today should be a happy day. but im not. feels that tears are going to roll down anytime. switch off my phone,sign out msn. dont feel like entertaining anyone today. sigh. totally no mood. argh. what should i do?? T_T

but still wanna tell jie :

happy 4 month together.

though we are in tis kind of relationship.im not tat happy cos of what we are in, but overall.i do treasure the day we spent.treasure the time we are together. enjoying everything that we did together,now im making an effort to change for a better life.

杰，你是君的唯一。

♥ simply jovin ♥