been awhile since i last blog. tis period of time theres so much things happening . Good and bad... But unhappy stuff is much more then happy moment. Recently just got a temp job. Glad that they extend me till next yr so I won't be slackin till new year. Dunno for what reason baby ignoring me for 3 days liao.... maybe is cause he thinks that I listen to my friend more then him... But I dunno what's the real reason behind it.. Its kind of upset. Tml is our anniversary le.. Should be happy but I'm not. Feel so uneasy. can't reach him at all . Arghh... Why always before our anniversary sure quarrel de... Sometimes his words is so hurtful . Dunno what I should do. The more I wanna treasure it the more I feel he is gettin further from me... at times I will compare myself to lots of things that only will make myself upset. So tired of relationship . Why mine will never success no matter how much I tried or am I fated to be a failure for my relationship . Sigh....
Few days ago... Bro find me to discuss something. And baby is the 1st one I wanna share with. But sadly. Can't reach him at all....guess its gonna be a bad week for me...