我好不开心！！！

错的永远都是我！！！

活在这世界真的好累！！

没一样是我做对的！！

自从那天事后，就没有任何事会让人看的顺眼。没有任何事是被称赞的！！

我真的累了！！ 爱情没成功过， 爱的好累，我只是他的负担，给他麻烦，不开心。

♥ simply jovin ♥

after so many things had happened.today then i realized that indeed everything had changed and im the one who let everything turned this way.no matter what i tell u now.he wont bother.and for once he told me before. when he started to bother means things is not that smooth anymore. sigh. im such a failure.never for once did a right thing to make him happy.always make him angry and upset.even now i tell him im goin sing with my friends he will think that im goin drink? now he tell me things i ans with an answer he will think im just sayin for the sake of saying. last nite tell him that i wanna go try apply for courses in poly see i can get in ma.and he says up to me.i wan do what i do. so...now no matter what i going to do he not going to bother anymore.sigh...dunno what to do. trying so hard to change myself. controlling my anger control try not to scold all those unpleasant words.. no matter how much he says even im angry i just keep it to myself.and today i scold him F it. just cannot agree to his words.and i jus sign out from msn.ARGHHH..... now i think back.maybe the arrangement i made for his bday he wont be that happy too. though its not that expensive dinner.but i guess... none of the things i do he will be happy.just like what he says did i ever do anything he wil be happy? no i guess...

lots lots of thoughts.

9 mth together liao. status still remain the same. til now he never for once put our photo. and i know. only in the middle of nite then he will ride me go wait at his blk area.if not in the day time he will just let me wait at other side..which i really hate it.. maybe its my own probem thats why he will do this. till now im still remain as unknown. bad tuesday!!!! going to bathe and goin poly open house..after going to do other stuffs...FUCK UP DAY!!!

♥ simply jovin ♥