Wednesday, March 31, 2010

MY TUESDAY!!!

suppose to be a great tuesday , but turned out to be a sad plus angry day..

went out in the afternoon to bishan pizza hut for lunch with sisters loves..so sad...couldnt had wad i usual want..as sold out..=[ so no choice...have to choose another one...not nice de...think next time have to stick to amk ha ha... headed to hse mac there for ice cream..nightmare started..omg... suppose to meet chris after his work de....meantime went slack with sister...and after tat meet up with alex together as he meetin his fren for prawnin session..den went pool b4 tat... had a small quarrel with him..hope tml will be fine...=[ alot of unhappy thing happened..drop my hp jus now..damn angry...argh!!!! results will be out ltr at 0800..nervous sia...mmm....

♥ simply jovin ♥

Saturday, March 27, 2010

MY WEEK!!!!

tis few days didnt update..as very tired......

last nite went dlb o with sis her fren alex and alex fren..omg...the world is damn fucking small...one of de fren bf is david fren justin..which i saw b4 in bus when im with david...no wonder find him so familiar... and he and the gf dunno says wad..keep starin at me..not a good nite..sigh.... ppl says im light blub etc...hais.... thanks kenny to be there for me... at least i wont feel so weird... and thanks for sending me hm too..reach home ard 5 plus..slept for 2 hr..wake up and went bai bai for qing ming ...after that went lunch with family and went clementi meet with wilfred and went party world...mmm... goin to zz soon..ha ha....

tis few days been clubbing...omg..really back to my oldself....sigh...
wonder if uu really still care for me or what?

♥ simply jovin ♥

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

MY MONDAY!!!!

woke up at 15oo..haha..power...=p went out with sis to meet jia ling at bishan..had dinner at ajisen..after tat headed to bishan clinic as jia ling down with cough..while waitin...lijun fren alex came to look for us and after tat headed to amk k pool... mm...prawning after that at sim ming..but without jialing..wad a bored nite...as dunno alex well..and his fren as well..so dun really keen to prawn with them...felt being left out..told lijun tat im goin hm 1st..and walked home frm there...as no bus liao..dun wan to waste money on cab..so walked home...around 45 mins walked...=) jus finish talkin on phone with wilfred.. going sleep soon...*yawn*
*is there really true love?*

♥ simply jovin ♥

Sunday, March 21, 2010

MY SUNDAY!!!

didnt update for days...=D had a great nite yst....hehe..was out the whole entire day... afternoon went out with sis to bishan for lunch before meeing mark.......lalalala..thank god i didnt get to see him last nite..the world is jus so small...and my guess is just so right.... was home tis mornin around 11 plus goin 12.... slept around 1400...woke up in the evenin time..wa...back of my shoulder and thigh pain pain wor..sob sob.... sigh..wan go toilet bt nth come out...wad the....=p another week goin to end again.....dunno wad will happen tml...haha.... tats it ba..nth much to update le











♥ simply jovin ♥

Thursday, March 18, 2010

MY WEDNESDAY!!

thought that would be another day at home..but at evenin time..daddy say wanna go for an art exhibition at handy road there..so i make noise say wanna follow..as stayed at home for 2 days liao..bored at home..haha..end up went out with daddy mummy little princess bro and his gf..=D 1st time to an art exhibition...look like those in idol drama like tis...hehe.... and daddy make a big joke...lol.... after that headed to lor ah so for dinner..=)home after that...hehe...wonderful nite...some photo that took for the day...

decided to let go everything..even cant bear to let go..but i dun have any choice isnt it? already lost everything liao. from what ii see and noticed... i believe that there is no more that one day again..even how hard i want it back.it jus getting very far from me.everyone is goin our own path. sigh.dun really feel good. but nothing can be done...T_T






♥ simply jovin ♥

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

MY TUESDAY!!!

1st of all..
wish my mummy a sweet happy bday!!!
photos will update soon after that the photo frm kor iphone.

slept very late last nite .surprised that i woke up at 11 plus...amazing..haha...spent my whole day at home again...did nothing much..celebrate mummy bday together with my siblings and my auntie... remembered last yr this day. is the 1st time i bring him home .and just nice is mummy bday. so nice of him stil bought mummy martell as a bday present.but all is over..just missed all those sweet memories. played mahjong with mum and siblings.won abit..=D

trying to rearrange and sort my feelings..hope soon i will step out of the shells again and see the world again.hope by that time it wont be so bad like now.missed alot of things that is already gone.only can kept deep in my heart for now.broke off for 5 mth plus le..he still stand a big space.though to him im nothing now..bt for me.he is my everything. not hopping much.as i already know what is the answer since 5 mth ago. time to sleep le.nites!!!

♥ simply jovin ♥

Monday, March 15, 2010

MY MONDAY!!!

bored day lor...didnt do anything ...was home whole day...slacking....nothing to say ba..think only will be goin out on sat ba... cos meetin mark...as he book out tat day=D
this few days having alot of thoughts..sigh...so many things is happening...sigh...to let go that one of them is easy..but the other one? struggling to let go..but it just so difficult...but one thing that make me confirm is that...no matter what...he wont contact me..though me say we are still friend.. its easy to say to be friends after a break up..but usually...none of these will be true.. dun wan think so much le...jus let it be ba.... living my life peacefully now... thanks for the friends who with me when im down...really thanks...without uu guys i really dunno what to do...=)

♥ simply jovin ♥

Saturday, March 13, 2010

MY FRIDAY!!!!

woke up at 4 plus.... feel that im did nothing today!! went to hub in the evening time to get my purple polo tee for tml work...=) met up with kenny..and went dinner together..mmm..after that roaming around amk central..den went upp seletar slack..den chat with my things.... after that feel much more better abit...send me home after that...=)

think that tis 5 year im jus an idiot..if uu dun appreciate all the things i did b4..its ok de... pester uu...who pester who 1st..when want patch back keep msg call me etc....den does tis call pester?? i pester uu..very good word to use... she will take over my past role and love uu in a correct way?? means all tis while the love i gave to uu is a wrong thing?? what an idiot im for doing so much for uu... uu make me super upset..uu already know wad happened all these while... i will be very mean frm now on..since uu dun appreciate it all..im tired liao...uu cant wait...yes i said dun wait... tis is why everyone around uu give up on uu..and im going to give up as wel..since uu found someone so good..den ok.... dun regrets!! tis time there is no more turning back..when ever uu want to turn back..im sorry..i will gone forever..dun wait till tat day uu think back of my good again!!!

♥ simply jovin ♥

Friday, March 12, 2010

MY THURSDAY!!!
jus back home frm slackin session with joey at dam..by right..should be fri morning liao...sigh...she upset about things... and im upset about wad happened last nite..so went chill out together..had a long chat..before went slack...
afternoon went harbourfront for a briefing for my work...while waiting joey called and asked if i wan go out with her..at 1st didn really hear wad she say..only heard she say go out..so i say ok...so met her at ps mos burger after my briefing...and went down IT fair with jasmine,her bf,james, joey and of cos me!!! =) spend the few hr at suntec...haha...after that went bishan for dinner with jasmine , joey ,joey sis,and me....sigh..dun really have the appetite..whole day didnt eat anything..scared gastric again..so ate fish soup...then my darling joey is very upset...so after send jasmine home headed to dam ... =)

♥ simply jovin ♥

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

MY WEDNESDAY!!!

met up with joey and kenny at hub....1st meeting...=) my both wlny fren.... went hub with joey..and met up kenny together for dinner..as they both knew each other as well...joey send me home after that..had a great time today!!!

time to move on i think... still thought that he could really change and prove me wrong... and now he attached!!! very good..both attached liao..nothing much for me to hold on anymore...ring gonna take off...pendant going to take off too... 5 year relationship...tis time its the time we really end...im not that wonderful... and now uu got someone that can love uu ..good then... i wont be the one who make uu angry..no need keep say tis and that anymore...treasure ur the other half ba...dunno why i feel so sad...but tis time round...there wont be any turn back again... at least for once i love uu before..tats enough..and its a wrong to have tat ring too... its a stupid decision i made...hopping for uu to change..but im wrong..a leopard will never change its spots... im gonna stay back in my little world...not going to move on anymore... everything has come to an end!!!! nothing for me to worry too....after all i know this 5 year..how uu thinks of me..tats good enough!!! why im having the same feeling for the 2nd time again.. both my loves one... GOODBYE!!!!

♥ simply jovin ♥

Monday, March 8, 2010

MY MONDAY!!

didnt update for few days le..so lazy ...hehe... today can say our last day of school...but tml need to go back sch to re battle again..sigh... so fast...2 yr in dover goin to end soon...im gonna miss my classmates... Micheal organize class chalet...on the 3-5 april...cant wait to that day...wahaha..hope tis time round will be a success one...=)
after test today went movie with my nst buddies...fun fun..lot of laughter..=D went to watch alice in wonderland at ps...mm....after that went lucky plaza for our lunch..and home sweet home... tis few days havin rashes...getting worst..omg..my leg and thigh...dunno what happen..damn itchy...sob sob... nothing much to update le..

♥ simply jovin ♥