WHAT A BAD DAY!!! SIGH..MY DAY IS TOTALLY SPOILT BY U!!! FUCK UP!!

DAMN HATE EVERYTHING THAT IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW...

NONE OF THE THINGS IS GOING THE RIGHT WAY..WTF WTF WTF!!!! BAD MOOD JIU SCREW EVERYONE UPSIDE DOWN.. DAMN IT!!! SAY TILL LIKE WE ARE BORN TO BE NO GOOD...MIGHT AS WELL DUN BORN ALL OF US OUT BETTER...EVERYDAY SCOLD SCOLD NOT..U ALL NOT TIRED IM SUPER TIRED OK..KEEP COMPARE WITH OTHER PPL CHILD..AND UU LA HOR...STUPID..ALL OF U.. WE GOT SCREW FOR NOTHING...

SUPER BAD MOOD NOW..GOING OUT LIAO!!

TO BE CONTINUED...

IM JUST A TROUBLEMAKER!!!!

not for once i did anything right..

cny still quarrel with him..sucks rite!! i know.. and tis time round for sure he gonna to ignore me for weeks or even month.i already prepared for that.i deserved it!! if only i had a chance to turn back the time.i wish all these wont be happening in the 1st place. sometimes i feels that he dont really understand my feeling and thoughts. our mindset is totally way too far... or we are coming to an end? tis few days im carryin a fake mask with me everywhere i go. just tryin to hide my saddness. why cant i do anything right? for years....im still the same. he is right. from the start i never change at all. till now im still a troublemaker. he deserve a better gal compare to me..all this period of times. what actually did i do to make him happy ? i think none? even if i do that something.turn out to be an unhappy day as well. full of thoughts!! im just a piece of shit!! if ever i could choose.i rather to be gone forever or vanish in this entire world..so i wont make ppl around me so miserable and worry for me. SIGH!!!

♥ simply jovin ♥

我好不开心！！！

错的永远都是我！！！

活在这世界真的好累！！

没一样是我做对的！！

自从那天事后，就没有任何事会让人看的顺眼。没有任何事是被称赞的！！

我真的累了！！ 爱情没成功过， 爱的好累，我只是他的负担，给他麻烦，不开心。

♥ simply jovin ♥

after so many things had happened.today then i realized that indeed everything had changed and im the one who let everything turned this way.no matter what i tell u now.he wont bother.and for once he told me before. when he started to bother means things is not that smooth anymore. sigh. im such a failure.never for once did a right thing to make him happy.always make him angry and upset.even now i tell him im goin sing with my friends he will think that im goin drink? now he tell me things i ans with an answer he will think im just sayin for the sake of saying. last nite tell him that i wanna go try apply for courses in poly see i can get in ma.and he says up to me.i wan do what i do. so...now no matter what i going to do he not going to bother anymore.sigh...dunno what to do. trying so hard to change myself. controlling my anger control try not to scold all those unpleasant words.. no matter how much he says even im angry i just keep it to myself.and today i scold him F it. just cannot agree to his words.and i jus sign out from msn.ARGHHH..... now i think back.maybe the arrangement i made for his bday he wont be that happy too. though its not that expensive dinner.but i guess... none of the things i do he will be happy.just like what he says did i ever do anything he wil be happy? no i guess...

lots lots of thoughts.

9 mth together liao. status still remain the same. til now he never for once put our photo. and i know. only in the middle of nite then he will ride me go wait at his blk area.if not in the day time he will just let me wait at other side..which i really hate it.. maybe its my own probem thats why he will do this. till now im still remain as unknown. bad tuesday!!!! going to bathe and goin poly open house..after going to do other stuffs...FUCK UP DAY!!!

♥ simply jovin ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!

the best birthday ever in my life ♥

went to work as usual...but is a good day for me..keep wondering what surprise baby will give me ..hehe...after work went buy 4d..but that auntie pissed me off.. =.= super rude also.but nv spoilt my day.. after tat quickly went home and prepare myself ..as wanna meet baby asap.. lalala.. baby pick me up at my house area and went to marina square... in sms i only know he says bringing me for buffet..mm.. when reach then i know that he bringing me to mandarin oriental for buffet..WOW!! he always surprise me with things i never think of de..notti boi...but im so happy...enjoy the dinner alot..and baby surprise me with the cake as well..omg.so many surprises...simply love him so muchh.... next mth his bday liao..going to surprise him too..=p but dunno how..sians.

♥ simply jovin ♥

is such a bad day for me..sigh

tot for tis week i could be happy.cos xmas week plus my bday week.guess i totally ruin it myself.

today at work got one uncle say im so fat.thats so hurt lor plus angry ..feel like slappin that uncle.stupid...then got another man.more worse.sit down there dunno doing wad. miss the number for so long still so attitude..asked for his pub card..then scold me..wth. BAD DAY!!!!!!! then baby till now still ignoring me.sigh.dunno how also.havin such a bad flu also.throat so pain now.arghhh...sucks to the max lor..so tired.think going cook maggie mee for dinner.think goin to sleep early too as well.SIGH!!! stupid me.ruin everything....

♥ simply jovin ♥

sigh.. always do mistakes. never for once i did it rite.

>today make baby angry again.SUPER SIANS!!!

tot i could jus happily go buy a dress for my bday to surprise him.ended up i did it wrong.

and the dress i bought .i think its not that nice .sigh..now he kind of ignoring me.arghh.. jus few more days away.tot i will be happy.but its not.dunno wad i should do.hai.hope tml he will wont be tat angry le ba... sorry baby. i shouldn talk to u in that manner. jus wanna surprise u.and u are really important to me.stupid me...always make u angry.=[

♥ simply jovin ♥

happy weekends!! ^^

meet up with my lovely baby for both of the day.lalalala...
today went back salon ask why my hair like tis.end up redo abit also like no use.toopid..but nvm.meet up with baby.. went T3 for his revision..so cute hor..hehe..had hong kong cafe for dinner.then went coffee bean to study...so sad.bring lappy end up cant connect to the wireless..mm..then went slackin session after that again.. love it so muchh.. that the moment we really happy and enjoy. how i wish everyday can just be like tis ^^ time to sleep.another week goin to start. hope next week got more days to meet up with baby. another week my BDAY le...baby say he already have plan le.but dun wan tell me.HUMPH...
yesterday after work went home change and went do reborning at my house there.but its a regrets. wont visit that salon again. not that straight lo.nvm.cut also not even.wth. but nvm.baby came to look for me.thanks little sis to pei me for so many hr over there =) after send little sis home.went united square with baby.as he wanna do revision for his upcomin exam...so ate mac for dinner.hehe... i so bo liao..haha..do some cute things..lalala...then went slacking session after his revision...enjoy every moment..haha..home sweet home after that

♥ simply jovin ♥

omg. today overslept.end up didnt go work.sians.dunno if the staff there will say behind my back ant.im like a problematic person.=[ woke up in the afternoon. bathe and meet up with baby.pass him the present my bro gf bought for him for thanks him for the lunch at sakae sushi.hehe. marina south pier for lunch.a bad choice i made.T_T sea sick..wanna go riverboat for lunch.but i have tis motion sickness..end up have to takeaway ..hehe..but still enjoyed the lunch with baby..hehe..1st time we ride in the rain.omg.super super wet..haha... overall.. awesome day. but feel guilty that i didnt go workT_T have to sleep early...have to eat medicine again.headache+ stomachache.ARGH!!! kill me ba.. 2more hr to our anniversary.hehe..
LAOGONG!! HAPPY ANNIVERSAY.MUACKS!!! ^^

♥ simply jovin ♥

been like a month since i last update my poor blog..
today make my baby angry T_T my fault sia...im sorry!!
but after all, baby still dote me alot. always give me surprises. monday came to wait for me end work,then bring me go turf city eat steamboat. so happy^^ eat till full full lo.. somemore some cant finish..haha..then hide here and there. then went gaint sales walk walk.and both of us so funny. keep smell this and that..end up both bought the same lotion..lalala..happy to the max... then went slackin session b4 he send me home..
thursday went ttsh for appt.then baby told me he not coming.so i went down with mandy and wei lin.while im waitin for my number to be called by the doc.baby suddenly called me..haha.ask me where i am etc..haha..then when i turn my head i saw baby.omg.so touched.^^ after appt. went square 2 for lunch at sakae sushi. baby treats. thanks my dear.love u so much..
few days ago talked to baby in msn.and we talked about all the funny things we did before..haha..like we fall down together at new home there..wahaha....lucky nobody see it.=p love to spend the day at beach with baby.nice slackin session.though have to set the the tent abit ma fan.but baby dont mind it.just set up everything himself..hehe..simply love him so much. though quarrel alot.but i really hope i will change my temper abit so baby wont be so upset.=[
bad bad me!!!

♥ simply jovin ♥