a bad sunday for me.

happily mode go meet baby.end up both black face.

sometimes i really dont know what u want from me.

in ur phone my name is just yan jun. and u control me so much.

i just accept it. i dunno who am i really to u. im starting to tired of all these quarrel. why cant we just be happy just for once. why everyday we have to quarrel over the same old thing. i already decided what i should do . just u wait and see. so upset today. always asking myself.how much do i really know about u.how much do i know if u are really serious with me. having alot of doubts. friends givin me advice but i just choose u. i choose tis path.and i wont regret. i know there wont be a day that i will have any status. didnt asked much anymore.dun even dare to ask too. im totally imperfect. im not ur the gal that u want.dun understand why u will be with me. i dont have the looks nor figure. im just a problematic person. havin a very terrible past which u cant accept at all. WHY? i really no idea.am i being too silly? history going to repeat again? simply hate myself so much. if u never be with me . u wont be so upset and tired now. u will be very happy. my appear make ur life change so much. everything seems so wrong. maybe i should hide from everyone so i wont hurt anyone again. especially the one i love. shall disappear soon. pardon me if i do so. hate to hurt the one i love so much. regrets alot. if tis time really dont works well.seriously im going to put a big full stop.

♥ simply jovin ♥