*updated post*

im so unhappy.unhappy of what happened today!!! didnt manage to work.argument with parents.
sigh.sometimes feels that im just stand on a one sided love. everyone already step out of the shell...how come im the only one who cant do it? trying to be happy and moves on.but i just cant!! so failure rite. today realize that actually im just nobody at all!!! maybe i shouldn fall in so much and hope for something. joey sis is rite.i should pull back abit..or i should pull de hand brake. if not i will be hurt once more. feelings never been the same.and i cant find that feeling again. i dunno what i should do! just dun wan to wake up frm the dream.once im awake.everything will be gone.but how long can i stay in this dream? thing will change.a person feeling will change as well. but mine feeling? no matter how many relationship im been in.how much i put in.end up its jus nothing.its jus hurts. am i going to have tis feeling again? im tired,really tired. hope my heart would jus stopped.

♥ simply jovin ♥