MY WEDNESDAY!!

thought that would be another day at home..but at evenin time..daddy say wanna go for an art exhibition at handy road there..so i make noise say wanna follow..as stayed at home for 2 days liao..bored at home..haha..end up went out with daddy mummy little princess bro and his gf..=D 1st time to an art exhibition...look like those in idol drama like tis...hehe.... and daddy make a big joke...lol.... after that headed to lor ah so for dinner..=)home after that...hehe...wonderful nite...some photo that took for the day...

decided to let go everything..even cant bear to let go..but i dun have any choice isnt it? already lost everything liao. from what ii see and noticed... i believe that there is no more that one day again..even how hard i want it back.it jus getting very far from me.everyone is goin our own path. sigh.dun really feel good. but nothing can be done...T_T






♥ simply jovin ♥

MY TUESDAY!!!

1st of all..
wish my mummy a sweet happy bday!!!
photos will update soon after that the photo frm kor iphone.

slept very late last nite .surprised that i woke up at 11 plus...amazing..haha...spent my whole day at home again...did nothing much..celebrate mummy bday together with my siblings and my auntie... remembered last yr this day. is the 1st time i bring him home .and just nice is mummy bday. so nice of him stil bought mummy martell as a bday present.but all is over..just missed all those sweet memories. played mahjong with mum and siblings.won abit..=D

trying to rearrange and sort my feelings..hope soon i will step out of the shells again and see the world again.hope by that time it wont be so bad like now.missed alot of things that is already gone.only can kept deep in my heart for now.broke off for 5 mth plus le..he still stand a big space.though to him im nothing now..bt for me.he is my everything. not hopping much.as i already know what is the answer since 5 mth ago. time to sleep le.nites!!!

♥ simply jovin ♥

MY MONDAY!!!

bored day lor...didnt do anything ...was home whole day...slacking....nothing to say ba..think only will be goin out on sat ba... cos meetin mark...as he book out tat day=D
this few days having alot of thoughts..sigh...so many things is happening...sigh...to let go that one of them is easy..but the other one? struggling to let go..but it just so difficult...but one thing that make me confirm is that...no matter what...he wont contact me..though me say we are still friend.. its easy to say to be friends after a break up..but usually...none of these will be true.. dun wan think so much le...jus let it be ba.... living my life peacefully now... thanks for the friends who with me when im down...really thanks...without uu guys i really dunno what to do...=)

♥ simply jovin ♥

MY FRIDAY!!!!

woke up at 4 plus.... feel that im did nothing today!! went to hub in the evening time to get my purple polo tee for tml work...=) met up with kenny..and went dinner together..mmm..after that roaming around amk central..den went upp seletar slack..den chat with my things.... after that feel much more better abit...send me home after that...=)

think that tis 5 year im jus an idiot..if uu dun appreciate all the things i did b4..its ok de... pester uu...who pester who 1st..when want patch back keep msg call me etc....den does tis call pester?? i pester uu..very good word to use... she will take over my past role and love uu in a correct way?? means all tis while the love i gave to uu is a wrong thing?? what an idiot im for doing so much for uu... uu make me super upset..uu already know wad happened all these while... i will be very mean frm now on..since uu dun appreciate it all..im tired liao...uu cant wait...yes i said dun wait... tis is why everyone around uu give up on uu..and im going to give up as wel..since uu found someone so good..den ok.... dun regrets!! tis time there is no more turning back..when ever uu want to turn back..im sorry..i will gone forever..dun wait till tat day uu think back of my good again!!!

♥ simply jovin ♥

MY THURSDAY!!!
jus back home frm slackin session with joey at dam..by right..should be fri morning liao...sigh...she upset about things... and im upset about wad happened last nite..so went chill out together..had a long chat..before went slack...
afternoon went harbourfront for a briefing for my work...while waiting joey called and asked if i wan go out with her..at 1st didn really hear wad she say..only heard she say go out..so i say ok...so met her at ps mos burger after my briefing...and went down IT fair with jasmine,her bf,james, joey and of cos me!!! =) spend the few hr at suntec...haha...after that went bishan for dinner with jasmine , joey ,joey sis,and me....sigh..dun really have the appetite..whole day didnt eat anything..scared gastric again..so ate fish soup...then my darling joey is very upset...so after send jasmine home headed to dam ... =)

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MY WEDNESDAY!!!

met up with joey and kenny at hub....1st meeting...=) my both wlny fren.... went hub with joey..and met up kenny together for dinner..as they both knew each other as well...joey send me home after that..had a great time today!!!

time to move on i think... still thought that he could really change and prove me wrong... and now he attached!!! very good..both attached liao..nothing much for me to hold on anymore...ring gonna take off...pendant going to take off too... 5 year relationship...tis time its the time we really end...im not that wonderful... and now uu got someone that can love uu ..good then... i wont be the one who make uu angry..no need keep say tis and that anymore...treasure ur the other half ba...dunno why i feel so sad...but tis time round...there wont be any turn back again... at least for once i love uu before..tats enough..and its a wrong to have tat ring too... its a stupid decision i made...hopping for uu to change..but im wrong..a leopard will never change its spots... im gonna stay back in my little world...not going to move on anymore... everything has come to an end!!!! nothing for me to worry too....after all i know this 5 year..how uu thinks of me..tats good enough!!! why im having the same feeling for the 2nd time again.. both my loves one... GOODBYE!!!!

♥ simply jovin ♥

MY MONDAY!!

didnt update for few days le..so lazy ...hehe... today can say our last day of school...but tml need to go back sch to re battle again..sigh... so fast...2 yr in dover goin to end soon...im gonna miss my classmates... Micheal organize class chalet...on the 3-5 april...cant wait to that day...wahaha..hope tis time round will be a success one...=)
after test today went movie with my nst buddies...fun fun..lot of laughter..=D went to watch alice in wonderland at ps...mm....after that went lucky plaza for our lunch..and home sweet home... tis few days havin rashes...getting worst..omg..my leg and thigh...dunno what happen..damn itchy...sob sob... nothing much to update le..

♥ simply jovin ♥

MY WEDNESDAY AND THURSDAY!!!
happy sweet 11th bday to my little princess!!
to forget is a impossible things to do. can memories be deleted? everything becomes a beautiful memories tat forever lies in the bottom of my heart. even if i kept all the stuff that make me reminds of u.pass by all the place we went before. how hard i try not to remember you. but you will just appeared.see uu online msn.will just wonder if uu will talked to me ant? when my hp rings.i will wonder if uu were the one who sms me asking me out ? decided to take off the necklace i bought for u as our half yr present. trying not to thinks of you. if our love is strong i believe one day u will come back.if not.all these wil become the sweetest memories i ever had and will forever kept in the small place of my heart.

as usual..went to sch today.but today lesson end at 12 as mr rashid on course.nothing much to post..normal day. today class all is discussing abt our class chalet held on april.so exciting..=) the person who organise will be micheal again..lol.... left few days to rush reports..sians...dun have the mood...sigh... tml bring my little princess for lunch as her present.haha...

what a funniest Wednesday i ever had. 1st time of my 2 year in ite, haha..got locked in class with jia jie and haida..damn funny..due to our playfulness. teacher didnt release that we three sneak into the class by another room..and when we saw evon fazli kaya and corn is outside de class..den we realised that we already been locked in the class..waited for an hr plus for mr rashid to be back from lunch..as he having the key..tat dumb dumb mr lee..so dumb till didn know we sneak in..wahaha..but its also a worst day for me... someone quarrel with me in msn.. 5 year jus ended like tis...get scolded by him etc etc...dun wan mention much... damn heart broken.can say no one got ever scold me in this way before. something happened last nite.very shocked to hear that.lol


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MY MONDAY!!!

didnt went school today...actually already planned..but end up i really gastric pain and diarrhoea. sadded..but stil went to meet my bestie yanling..as today her bday..hehe...went kbox with her and her fren alvin..omg..tat boardway plaza kbox sucks...haha...den went hub walked...as meetin irene at 7pm..at bugis..and we havin steamboat session with her ite fren..=) fun day for me... went iluma arcade ... wa...saw tis grp of uncle..so pro in catching the bears bears..haha... after tat went steamboat beside top one..damn full sia..didn ate much chilli..scared gastric..hehe...home sweet home after that..mm...back to sch tml..sians...next week presentation liao...more sians..hope everything will go smooth..=)

♥ simply jovin ♥

MY SUNDAY!!

woo..didn blog for few days..been heading out this few days..

today is a bored day for me..didnt went out...rot at home..really can kill me sia..... dunno tml goin school ant..mmm....head still pain..think is ysterday played too much..=p

saturday
meet up with precious at my place here..as goin to christina baby zabel full month celebration..as held at her own place..which is jus few blk away frm mine..hehe.... thank god tat PERSON didnt come...ha ha...stay awhile...and left her place..as meetin alex goin out together..so sad that precious cant join us lor.. as she goin her relative house for dinner..=[ b4 we spearate..we went amk hub walked walked...and went newyork newyork..yummy yummy..=) after that precious went to her uncle hse...alex and me... went uk fun fair..wooo...nice nite i have....the rides is so nice til i headache sia..omg...is so exciting..hehe..waiting for him to send me the photo we took in his hp..and i will upload soon...stay tune..


friday
as usal..met up with my two besties... went ps to wath valentine day..wahaha..... after that went to our regular place for lunch..yummy yummy.....after that walked awhile and headed home...not so good mood on friday nite...sigh..have been sleepin very for long hours after i reached home...not to mention what happened..jus bad mood...=)

♥ simply jovin ♥